This is my fourth go-around with it, and it started with a major medication switch. Now I’m on a combination of Latuda, clonazepam and bupropion, aka Wellbutrin. That’s been three weeks and a couple of days. Waiting for the last-named to kick in fully. It takes a month to really notice a difference. Here’s what I can do: not a whole lot. I go out every day, take walks, just cancelled a doctor’s appointment for next week to spare myself a trip to New Jersey that’s normally a treat for me. That’s the key: what’s normally good, or at least no big deal, is now impossible or at least a huge deal. Being alone makes it worse. I can hardly read or write, and watch a lot of TV. Maybe I should start writing more even though it’s tough right now. Concentration is hard. Enjoying anything is hard. And my singing voice is gone. No high notes a all.
I hate to sound like I’m whining, but that’s the way it is. I want to get better but it is sooo slow!!